happiness doesn't exist
if it does then why's there so much emptiness?
bought and traded for what?
time is short, life is short
it's so sad, so familiar.
just please remember when you die, you.die.forever.
and if there's nothing, i'm content with feeling it.
but i know there's something cause i am living now,
in the only present i know.
no past to dwell on, no future to speak of.
the fly's remind me, antagonizing
bringing me back to the place inside me.
where i feel most regret, and everything i've done caves into my chest.
all.at.once.
comingincycles.cyclonesofsequences.forgettingwhatisinsideyou.
nomoreanything.onlymisery.
was it worth it?
what was worth more?
i can't correct what i've done wrong.
you remind me of a better place and time,
where i forced myself to feel alright.
i live my life in fear, from the lies i have told myself then..
coming to terms with progression isn't nearly enough too..
..forgive them
for, the pain inflicted
forced on your fucking self.
out of touch with what's wrong,
just believe this is your own fault.
youcannevertakebackwhatyoudid.
eraseyourdebt.
kill.yourself.
erase.your.debt.
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