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H.I.W
02:02
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if i keep up this fight
will they understand my pain?
this is important to life
to empathize with ones strife
digging deeper than the cracks
that have been forged from this selfish heart
if i let it go on
than this trial was meant to be forced upon
a grieving mind, a mind filled with doubt and insecurity
is it attention grabbing? enough to make one be consumed
to feel the guilt of having free will to know
what’s next, to decide your fate
this is your life, you either are meant to live or die.
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2. |
W.C.B.P
02:19
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devil; me
eyes; wide awake
cerebral cortex ceases reality
blank; god
bleak existence fueled
by the changing of times
corrupted; arrogance
pleased to meet you
here, see you later.
my life will never be...
...taken from me
goodbye; light.
i can feel you’re skin
cold; pale; wet
urging me to covet
how can you be real?
i am still dreaming?
am i still dreaming?
i still am dreaming?
but i don’t feel alive
not going back
keep coming back
nothing makes sense
or is that supposed to be the theme?
natural:selection
of this obsession
being only left with hurt
remember:alone
a song/thought reminding me
of how lonely i am
i don’t know where to go
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3. |
A.F.G.C
02:15
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return, void
return, void
my body shakes
afraid to turn gray
complex, fades
god.buried.since.never.
why? laugh? cry?
memories of speaking to nothing
every night never a blink
she lays by the deathbed to wait
to see life fade away
where am i going?
am i trapped by this weight i feel?
suppress the substance
that washes away the senses, and not the unforgiveness
where is your voice?
where is your voice?
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4. |
D.B.P.D.B.D.B.G.W.F.E
02:24
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love is a scary idea
conceal and carry, enough to make you fear
forget letting anyone in, because of a past you can’t get forgive
face to face with complacency
vulnerability lost from self doubting
you’ve lost the meaning of progress
while learning to subdue the emptiness
fulfilling the end
is it supposed to be like this?
the alleviation of this feeling
only leads to a place of despair
i want to feel
something other than regret
more esoteric than knowing simple fact
suddenly forgetting the past
know nothing enslaves you
know carrying the weight
only hinders future restoration
of body, of self, of mind, of life.
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5. |
V.F.T
00:51
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it’s so heartbreaking
to believe you’re not enough
getting to a place where you think nothing helps and you crave your end.
but why start there?
afraid of contact is something so overlooked.
get off the ground, why continue to live so sorrowfully?
and asking as to what stops you from yourself?
is it pride? laziness?
are you going along with what’s best or easiest?
an entrapment of self.
of being alone.
the personal hell.
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6. |
M.D
02:25
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it’s no contest
to see who is better then who
while in the process of learning to live to live
you’ve lost the greater sense of getting over yourself
the fight & will behind a selfish man is one to look down and mock
i am that man, i am the wolf in the flock
to love all is to lose all
to lose all is to put yourself last
and putting yourself last is an internal battle
believing in the betterment of self is something you can’t learn from human interaction
it’s something developed overtime through your own mind
gain a better understanding of what which you speak
what comes from the heart is only temporary
do i continue to better myself?
or do i continue to better the world around me?
coexisting in between takes its' toll on me
i don’t know about you but all that i’ve lived, & all that i have to look back on
is suffering.
all because of me.
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